Well..Somethings On My Heart Again Today ◕‿‿◕~
Friday, January 22, 2010
Today was an "Owhkay" average day,I'll start from the morning part =)
-Morning Sunrise,Sleepy..
I arrived at school around 6:25am,then I saw Melvin(christiannes' dearie) sleeping on his table again,It was the second time=.=~lol~Anyways,I put down my bag in class,I said Hiie to Dwayne and saw him not wearing shoes x)~I went to J1 Zhong to fine my other sisters,lol~Then..We talked..but they kept on telling me to forgive "him"(wanna knw,check my last blog 17thJan)..anyways,I didnt knw wad to tell them..All I could say was.."I dont wanna get my heart Hurt like the way before." And plus,what does that guy care? He doesnt even love me the way I do for him..If there's a chance..I would wanna say how much I felt,so much I wanted to tell..But just before I had the chance to,My heart was then broke into pieces that no one could ever cure it..I Loved Him..So muched..Till I didnt wanted to care about my past anymore..He meant So Much..But..It was all fake in the end..Till then,this morning my friend told me that she was secretly dating someone for 3 months..She said that the boy she has..was like no other boys she had before,she said she could forget everything that has passed..I was so happy for her,but I'm such a pity..A girl like me? Get a boy like that? All I can do is Dream for that..Then it was 1st recess..Christianne got meeting,Jac didnt wan to go with me..So I starved the whole morning..ughh..3rd recess,Playing wit electric shocks wit felix and chen jing an,lol my left arm like KFC kenna felix electrify x.x~Man..I wished I could find a couple like my friend did..Really want one,but sooo hard to find=(..Ughh..I Want Someone To Love Me The Way I Want To Be Loved And Not To Be TOYED WITH..