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Alone Again This Year I Guess..◕‿‿◕

Tuesday, January 26, 2010

Today was a bit stressing and Heart-Paining..
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Well..Everything started this afternoon..I went to Junior 1 to find ChaiChai xD..But then,"HE" came..All I did was walk off..But my heart Aches so badly..Then..Jayden told me he got angry and stuffs..But why did he even cared? I thought he got someone eles special already?..Then school bell rang..School was over..Went down to the usual spot..Saw "HIM"..zzz..But then..after he was gone,I went to talk wit his friend..We talked..And I told to do something for me..So many things owh..Aiix..sports day,competitions,exams,events..Valentines Day......Well..Seems like Im alone this year..lol~Happy Lonely Feb Valentines Day To Me I Guess..=)

writtern @3:41 PM

Aww Man! Today Was SWEET!◕‿‿◕!

Saturday, January 23, 2010

LoL~Today was Crosscountry Day! Ahaha~~I ran with my sis YiingYee ^-^ And we got medals,I was 27th and she was 28th~ xD It was such a lovely day for running~It aint that hot nor cold~Just nice~ahahaha!! I was sooooo crazy and hyper this morning~My friends supported me owhh,I felt so happy ^^ I met some cool guys too~After that I went to the field,I saw my sister wit her dearie sitting together xD After that I went to see Christianne and JacJac~Mannnn,Christianne sure did Scream in my ear X.X Jac too ! X.X~Then..That "guy"..zzz asked me if I was Ok or not,But wad does he care?~zzzz~And then I went outside to the field again~My Yellow House friends were all hanging out under the shade~So I went there~I asked them to spray me a lil bit~ But suddenly SLPOOSH,SPLASH! I was all wet xDD So Funny~The water even got into my mouth xD~ Its drinking water anyways~ xDD It's really wet and soggy~but yet~! FUNN!!! xDD Woaa..Then I went back to class sit beside Felix and talked wit him~gosh~Everyone terus hyper! xD Then all of us go into hall lurh~After I got my medal,I passed by "him"..He seemed sad and angry..Soo? who cares!~So damn Hyper owh Redhouse~~ My Friends Cheered my name xD Thnx owhh all my friends X)~Apprieciate u guys lots!

writtern @12:06 PM

Well..Somethings On My Heart Again Today ◕‿‿◕~

Friday, January 22, 2010

Today was an "Owhkay" average day,I'll start from the morning part =)

-Morning Sunrise,Sleepy..
I arrived at school around 6:25am,then I saw Melvin(christiannes' dearie) sleeping on his table again,It was the second time=.=~lol~Anyways,I put down my bag in class,I said Hiie to Dwayne and saw him not wearing shoes x)~I went to J1 Zhong to fine my other sisters,lol~Then..We talked..but they kept on telling me to forgive "him"(wanna knw,check my last blog 17thJan)..anyways,I didnt knw wad to tell them..All I could say was.."I dont wanna get my heart Hurt like the way before." And plus,what does that guy care? He doesnt even love me the way I do for him..If there's a chance..I would wanna say how much I felt,so much I wanted to tell..But just before I had the chance to,My heart was then broke into pieces that no one could ever cure it..I Loved Him..So muched..Till I didnt wanted to care about my past anymore..He meant So Much..But..It was all fake in the end..Till then,this morning my friend told me that she was secretly dating someone for 3 months..She said that the boy she has..was like no other boys she had before,she said she could forget everything that has passed..I was so happy for her,but I'm such a pity..A girl like me? Get a boy like that? All I can do is Dream for that..Then it was 1st recess..Christianne got meeting,Jac didnt wan to go with me..So I starved the whole morning..ughh..3rd recess,Playing wit electric shocks wit felix and chen jing an,lol my left arm like KFC kenna felix electrify x.x~Man..I wished I could find a couple like my friend did..Really want one,but sooo hard to find=(..Ughh..I Want Someone To Love Me The Way I Want To Be Loved And Not To Be TOYED WITH..

writtern @2:30 PM

Its Been 2 Months(=

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Its Been 2 Months Since I've Updated My Blog~LoL
So Anyways,a lot of things had hing the past few months=)~
1st-its the trip to HongKong~
-LoL! Went there so shuang~cuz temperature like in aircond room,but still a bit cold~I went to Disney land,Ocean Park..Etc,so many places I went=) they were all memories indeed~i'm quite lazy to write them all now>.<

2nd-I finally rebonded my hair! LOL! xD
-I Was sooooo excited that I could rebond my hair,it was a gift lol~but still its a big change for me x)

3rd-Christmas! x)
-Got a New NDS (Noble Pink) for a present~lol ,Finally Get To Play With KingdomHearts358/2

4th-New Year! xD 2010
-Woa..Same class with so many fun ppl,its quite nice and crazy for Junior 2 Ping =D,we hadnt have any fights since the 1st day,in fact,we played together ~hahaha~its quite 1 heck of a class xD~We've got good teachers,bad ones too,lol~but at least we have some really good friends there =D~I enjoy my new class a lot~its quite peaceful and a retarded kind of class x)~
I Wish It could stay that way forever =)

5th-My Birthday! 13th Jan~(pt.1)
-It was my birthday! and wao,I had 1 heck of comments in my facebook,hp and friendster>.<>.<~ahaha~got birthday gifts from Christianne and Jac=) and wishes from my friends in school too=) Then I Knew I Wasnt Alone,And I Knew Were I Finally Belong=) My Bestest Present In The Whole World,Is Only Having My Friends Beside Me ^-^

(pt.2)
-Later then,it was 3rd recess time! I knew tat I was angry at "him"..So I forgived him during tat time. After That,I went to his class during 4th Period,he said Happy Birthday to me and gave me Hugs..And then whispering in my hear saying "I Love You" 3 times..When it was end of school,it was crosscountry practice..Before I left,I went to look for him..And when I did..I asked him the 2nd time to see if that I Love You is true or not..then he said......"I dunno,I dunno,sry ar! =3 "..I heard..And left saying "..Its okay..I knw u hav a couple alrdy anyways.."..I Left with tears..my friend found me..and I cried in their shoulders...Thinking..How could he?..so much..he said to me..so muched..he confessed to me..forward those sweet sweet msgs..told me he only needed me..all I did..was cry,cry and cry..then came along my other guy friends..they got mad and 1 pushed him..the others gave him a look..he got scared..I was in blury eyes..I could feel the cold rain..but it didnt mean anything to my hot tears on my face..I cried..and cried..then Adrian came along..he wanted to help me revenge,but I told him it was useless..at night, I went home..I had high fever 39.2 c..So..tats how everything happened..My feelings got played and I got hurt by a guy who I thought I could have..

6th-Days..
-Days passed by,Raymond and I was planning something to do..And then,we did..But HE'S ALWAYS NOT IN CLASS..GOSH..>=( And then this morning,I passed by his class with Leonard and the others,He got sooooo scared he couldnt even coem out from class..I was like ROLF..My Friends said he deserved it,and it made me feel so muchhhh better=)

7th-Bestest Friends~
-I finally knew that my friends was there for me all along=)..I finally knew that they meant everything to me..=) When I went home that day..I cried in tears of joy=)

I Finally Understand Now,I Finally Understand That I Have So Many Friends That No One Could Ever Have=)

writtern @3:23 PM