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Someday..You'll Know How I Actually Feel..It Feels Terrible To Be Me..
Tuesday, November 3, 2009

I dont actually really care,cuz its u whose happy,so i'm happy for u too=)
But..Still..I dont really feel right..I still dont really understand what friendship is..
I still dont really understand how does it really feel to be Happy..
I still dont know why..that i'm this way..I dont know anything about me..
I dont know why do people treat me this way..I dont know why isnt anything happening to me..I Know I'm Different In School,Its because..I'm Hiding Those Hurtful Feelings That You Dont Understand..
I still dont know why I dont get anything back from being so helpful,patient,willing to wait..
I still dont know why I still suffer..I still dont know why I still feel the same way..
I still dont know why my Heart still acts the same..I still dont know what to do..
I still dont understand all this..I still dont know what's causing me to be this way..
I'm trying to find a way..I'm still trying to Give Myslef A Chance..I'm still trying to not Cry..
I'm still trying really hard to not be Sad..I'm still trying my best to make my friends happy rather than me being happy..I'm still willing to care for my friends rather than myself getting hurt..I'm still finding the reason why does people treat me this way..I'm still trying really hard to not cry when I get hurt..I'm still trying really hard to not give up..I'm hurt but still tries to stay happy..I'm hurt but I still try to smile..I'm hurt but I still dont know why I No One There For Me..I Cry But No One Is There For Me..I Suffer Pain In The Heart But No One Is There For Me..I Tried To Hide These Feelings,It Seems To Work But It Effects Me So Badly..I Dont Have Anyone..Not Even My Sister Counts..Not Even Others..I'm Still Alone..Still Suffering..Still Crying In The Dept Of My Heart..Still Treated The Same..I'm Never Happy..

I Was Never Meant To Be Happy I Guess..
I Was Meant To Be

.....Alone.....

writtern @1:53 PM