Why Is It That Nth Ever Changes?
Its Been 11 Months Now..I Have To Admit That My Life Has Changed A Bit..
But It Never Seems To Be Different..
Friendship Still Hasnt Changed..
Family Still Hasnt Changed..
Couple Relationship Still Hasnt Changed..(SUCKS)
It Hurts Me U Knw?..
I Thought U've Promised..But It Seems Like Everything Is Still The Same..
U Still Treat Me The Same..Talk To Me The Same..Argh..
If U Have Notice..Try Switching Life With Me..U See How Much I Suffer..And Compare Ur Life With Mine..Its A BIGG DIFFERENCE..
All The Things U Said..Seems To Be All About U..Very Seldom Its Me..
All Times When We Talked..I Always Wished That I Could Hear Some Things Best Friends Would Say And Support..
But U Replied " IF " For Example: If I Can Help,Then I'll Support You..
I Was Kinda Hoping For "I'll Always Help U,Cuz U've Helped Me So Much"..
But My Hopes And Thoughts Never Seem To Be A Bother To U..
It Hurts Me..So Much..Till I Wanna Cry So Bad..But I Kept It In My Heart..
I'm Still Eager To Wait..Till U Really Change..But Things Gotten Worst U Knw..?
I'm Still Patiently Waiting..Still Eager To Give U A Chance..Every Single Time..Do U Knw How Much I Hurt? But I'm Still Willing To Hide It From U..I'm Still Willing To Wait And Give U Chances..
What Could I Get Back?..I Dont Need Everything Ya Know?..I Only Wanted Friends Who Could Understand Me..I Only Wanted To Feel How Others Could..I Only Wanted To Knw How Would It Really Feel Like Actually Being Exsisted..But Nth Seems To Change..
You Knw..I Pity Myself So Much..I Dont Knw Wad Eles To Do..
Ur Life,My Life..Complete Difference..Cant You See That Ur Life Is Much Better Than Mine?
Cant You Cherish All I've Helped U?
Can You?..
I'm Crying And Writing This Blog..But I Really Wish I Could Have A Real Heart..
What Is It Like To Feel?
What Is It Like To Actually Exsist?
What Is Friendship?
What Is Actual Love?
I Feel So Empty..Feel So Heartless..Feel So Depressed Each And Every Day..
I've Done So Much For You..What Have You Ever Done For Me Except School Work?..
Anything From The Heart?..I'm Really Crying So Hard Till My Eyes Actually Swollen..
Do You Knw How Does It Feel Like Being Me?..
Well..Do You?..